back from the first training of the week.
shoot for two hours,
talked for two hours.
listened to coach's inspiring speech.

today was a lousy day
its a day that challenged my self confidence.
alot.
never had i experienced this before.
i fear so much that the shot is lousy,
so much so that i dont even dare to pull the trigger.
the greater the fear,
the lousier the shot.
cruel fact.
dammit.
isn't this a factual reflect?
the fear of facing the reality.

nothing is impossible.
its just how badly you want it.

but today i learnt a new thing.
it is just like the way you shoot.

you want to hit the ten ring.
everyone wants it,
who doesn't?
it is how badly you want it,
whereby how much effort you're willing to put into it.
and yet,
as you blindly pursue the perfect score,
you tend to overlook your fundamentals.
and alot other nitty gritty things come into your mind.
these distractions are what differ the best shooter from the rest.

the best one,
is able to be confident enough to aim for the ten ring.
be mindful of his actions,
allow the gun to undergo natural oscillation,
focused and
pull the trigger so smoothly


reflection of the day,
and i swear for a change tmr.

16 days to nationals.
05 days to block test.
04 days to zone comp.


ohoh,
i need to talk abt this pic above.
my bro made it.
its simple, yes.
but i'm really proud of him.
hah.
he made this as coverpage
for a notebook he bought for the entire platoon
including me:D
plus gb phylisia.
she's a funny nice girl:D


i think i'd miss you quite abit.
for the many days to come.
i know,
not a wise thing to do
maybe things wld change all over aft this break?
you'd never know =]

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